Been thinking all day...
Am I showing more than you as a student should be striving for in your first few months of training? Am I encouraging good risk management or self control?
I don't think I am. It is unrealistic for a new student to achieve these kinds of results...

Sometimes I allow myself to do things that hopefully dispel the nonsense said about my life's work and or me.
Because I can, in no way obligates me to.
Always remember that.

The past few weeks I have shown real results with a fraction of what you could do in time. It is not my best, nor is it remotely close to a 10th of it.
When I say these things it comes across as bragging... it is not.
You don't need to make hundreds of percent in weeks.

You can do extremely well with 3% a month.
Allow yourself time to develop properly and always do your best to encourage yourself along the way.
It is not easy, but it is so worth the toil and trouble.
I promise.