Another testimony of the lack of financial literacy...
Thinking you need a lot to make a lot.
If all you made is one winning trade per week on a single micro contract for 40 handles in NQ. Isn't that better than what you have done thus far, if you haven't found profitability?

When you grow comfortable trading with less Risk, you are more apt to hold the trade to completion.
You can't appreciate the level of focus that comes when you do not fear losing, if and when it comes... while risk is so small.
Try it and see.